Tuesday, 13 October 2015

@ HOME

Drawing a house with a tree and an ocean (actually a water body, thanks to my poor sense of scale and perspective as a kid) was my favourite sketch during art classes and boring Sundays all through my school days. Later I convinced myself that maybe deep inside I always knew I would become an architect someday. I wonder what my concept of a home was, as we literally lived out of suitcases, packing and unpacking, shifting to close to a ten houses spread over five states, before settling to life in hostel for close to a decade.

May be it is a human  instinct, for most of us , this would have been our first piece of art work or rather the only piece, which lay stuck above our study tables over ages. The raising sun over the hills, sometimes the shining sun above the roof, the inevitable “v” shaped birds  hovering over the cotton candy clouds, the clover shaped trees, grass detailing, the flowing river with me fishing, the laid path to the door of the sloped roof house, the windows with curtains on sides, the smoke from the chimney, sometimes I used to add books and a swing to the sides…ah  pictures made truly from  the heart, they speak, so much, even  today. A perfect home with a garden and a library along the beach, I don’t think beyond it for a dream house even today after years of architectural training.

I never realized the connectivity, memories and sense of place and security this picture holds in every person’s mind until today. The talk by a architect cum volunteer working with Syrian refugee children in Austria said it all. The images she showed about the drawings made by children during an art therapy session was heart wrenching. It was all the same. Later drawings made by the refugee adults who joined these children were shown. It was all the same, again. Everyman had a child inside him, which came out as art, as an expression of pain, loss and longing. Most of them drew what they loved the most, their home. It was more than a mere drawing of one’s home, homeland and memories. It was an expression of life. Period.

I guess I can never again look at a child’s sketch of its house just as a drawing. It’s going to haunt me for life. House is not just a place to stay, stories begin and end here, nothing can be like @ HOME.

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